Feeling kinda sad today. Heard that my sister's good friend was declared brain-dead yesterday. It is really tragic, since she is really young and it was a real shock. I can't say I know her well, but I have played tennis with her before.

Anyway, a personal tragedy is this...i have lost desire to even step out of the house, cos even going to supposedly harmless places like school, the uncle tells me I've gotten fatter and it's not good for me...this coming from the same uncle who told Jacqueline that she's getting prettier (a fact which I do not deny). Sigh...I am not stupid...I KNOW that being fat causes a lot of problems...hypertension (which I am nearing), diabetes, heart problems...etc etc, the list goes on and on and on. So anyway, I just don't like facing the world anymore...there is FAT discrimination in this society!

Life is so weird...I hate mine, but I know it is precious...LIFE IS FULL OF SICK OXYMORONS AND PARADOXES!!!!