Leaving for Germany tomorrow night. Feel excited and sad. But it's not the same kind of strong feelings I had the previous times. For example, I have given up packing way in advance. In fact, I will go out tomorrow morning, watch a movie, get my hair cut and coloured...then come home, dump all the stuff into my suitcase and hope I didn't forget anything.

On one hand, I wanna see Max again. On the other, I'll have to think about school and homework and all the responsibilities...and there'll be no familiarity and convenience of home. Ugh.

I got to meet up with a lot more people this time. People I haven't met in eons. And I'm grateful for that. Ok. You can probably tell that I am beginning to zone out. I should get to sleep like ASAP, cos I have to wake up early tmr.