My butt hurts. All from sitting on a bike. I have no sense of balance...so Steffi's dad couldn't let go of the bike at all. I think it gave him a really really strenuous workout. I feel kinda sorry for him. I hope I learn soon enough, so I don't have to torture him any longer than necessary. It's just that I'm a slow learner and have like zero sense of balance. But I imagine it will be fun when I can finally cycle on my own. It'll probably take a few more weeks though.

Got a MAJOR headache right now. I can't even lie down cos it hurts so much...much less spend hours in front of the com reading some essays. The computer screen can really make your head explode sometimes. Don't think it sounds ironic. It's ok to look at the com while typing. But it's not fine when you have like tons to read. Your head just wants to explode man! Couldn't do anything today. Didn't even go to class. Felt like I was gonna keel over. Reading was somehow ok...better than staring into the computer screen.

I think something's wrong with me. I'm still bleeding after 6 days. It's not normal. NOT NORMAL, I tell you. It usually goes away after 4 days, but this time, it feels like it'll never go away. I hope I'm just paranoid and I'm not dying, suffering a miscarriage or whatever other strange and (at the moment) quite implausible explanations there may be. Please let it go away! This is really the curse of womenkind!

I'm feeling a bit dizzy now. I wish I had someone to keep me company at this point...cos I can't sleep and I can't do anything productive. I absolutely cannot look at anything to do with work. Maybe I'm suddenly having some kind of work phobia. Maybe too much stress lately. Boyfriend pissed some people off. Had to apologise on his behalf. Will try to keep him away from MSN. The problem is that he never knows when to stop. I got pissed off too. But what to do? I still like him. I'll just have to be less indulgent and tell him off when he goes too far.

Also, am a major screw up. Very funny how I can make things that didn't have mistakes in them suddenly appear with mistakes. And I get stupid know-it-alls correcting me all the time. Maybe I'm deluded. Maybe I don't know anything...I wish they'd leave me in peace. I am beginning to hate certain "highly intelligent" people. Absolutely no E.Q. I am so bloody tempted to throw something at them and never speaking to them EVER EVER again.

I need to hide from the world for a while. I've had enough of most people at this point.