I'm still aching inside. I feel so empty. I never realised it when he was still with me that he had to a large extent become the centre of my universe. Even if I didn't see him much, I looked forward to seeing him. Even if I was annoyed at him, the moment I saw him, I just couldn't be angry anymore. I never realised that now there's such a gaping hole in my life without him. I never took him for granted, and loved him with every fibre...but it still isn't enough. Love is about two people and it's useless to make a one-sided attempt.