Tired, not enough time to sleep, too many things to do. But well, I still don't regret taking part in the show. I've learnt quite a lot from it. Since I had this dream of working in the media, I've always wanted an inside look on how it operates. This is the perfect chance really. I also know that many people don't want to be on TV. I still don't know why exactly. But I've also seen friends who didn't really want to be on TV, but still did it to help me. Either way, I also get to see a bit more of people whom I already know, and meet people I never would've met otherwise. It's tiring, I'll admit...and seems very exhibitionist to do a show about my life, but that's not what I'm in it for. I don't get any money...so it's not about that either. I just believe that sometimes it's good to take the chances that are offered to you. Even if they turn out bad, you'll never keeping wondering "what if..."

Right now, all I want is more sleep. That's all I ask.