Here I am again...finally it's the Christmas hols. It won't be anything special though. I'll have to try to do my homework. It should start ASAP.

I need a bath too. Was too lazy to shower yesterday. Ok, I know that that's really bad...but you see, the thing about having winter, is that you don't sweat or feel gross. So you get lazy. But honestly, I'd shower every day...ideally. Heh.

I have no idea, but these days, I'm having very very disturbed sleep. I don't know why. I look like shit. But I just can't sleep well. Sleep is very precious. Even makeup won't help, I think. My concentration is waning too. I can't pay attention to anything for long. That's bad when you're supposed to be reading tons and tons of stuff for your term paper.

Hey Rach, I haven't received your letter! I don't know why. But I haven't gotten mail for the last 2 days anyway. Sigh. I hope they haven't suddenly decided to be lazy over the Christmas hols. I don't suppose I'll be getting many card this year, but it's still ok. I don't send cards just to get cards back.

Why does the internet connection always fail me? The net is so wobbly and precarious.

Oh my goodness...it's kinda funny...I'm watching this show called "The Family Court". The case is like this. This guy claims his wife has been harrassing him sexually ever since she joined some weird witch seminar. She appears in his office, taking off her clothes and grabbing him and stuff. Ok, so they argue and argue. He says all her crazy antics are driving him crazy and he doesn't want sex with such a crazy woman. Her argument: He claimed that she was boring in bed and wanted her to add some pop to the soda. So she joined this weird witches' seminar and goes to his office and other places to erm, seduce him or something like that. She says that she did it all to save her marriage. So they keep arguing and arguing.

Then the guy's mother, the mother-in-law of the lady, comes in and says that she can't imagine her daughter-in-law doing such a thing. Then, the guy's colleague or boss (I can't really remember) comes in...a young lady...and she says that the guy's wife is a disturbance to their company, that she really shows up, undoes her blouse and drops her skirt to the floor.

Then this other woman comes in screaming, "You liar!" etc etc. She's the leader of this witches' seminar and it so happens that he was having an affair with her and asked her to get rid of his wife, by telling her (the wife) to do all sorts of irritating things and make her think that sex in public is what she would need to win her husband back. The witch leader woman did so cos she thought the guy was in love with her and would leave his wife...so you know, if he left her ASAP, then she would get him faster. But...it turns out that this creep was also having an affair with the colleague/boss. My goodness...cheating on your wife with one woman's like bad enough...but TWO???? And the poor wife was just trying to win him back.

Real-life is certainly more intriguing than fiction, sometimes. I am so bloody addicted to these court shows. It's scary.

Anyway, there's something I don't understand. How come guys only seem to want you when you're taken? Maybe you suddenly have this weird aura that appears when you're happy in love. It explains something...happy people are attractive. Unless you go for the melancholic sort. Hmm...humans are weird. You go around single for like forever...and when you've found someone, there are suddenly others knocking on the door. And you've not like done anything special to get attention or anything. Weird. Weird Weird.