I was dumb today. Let me start from the beginning. Max left for home today, so he came over last night. Partly also to print out something, since his printer doesn't work properly. Well, if you can't have love to draw someone to you, practical things like printers or an Internet connection work too. ;) I'm being mean, aren't I? I wonder how he'd react if he ever read my blog. We stayed up past midnight...probably till 1am or so...which was a bad idea, cos I had class at 7.30am this morning. He slept in his sleeping bag, cos we were too tired and lazy to inflate the air mattress. He was so happy when I had to leave, so he could sleep on my bed. Haha. I was honestly tempted NOT to go for Swedish class, cos it was so freaking early and it was raining too. But at this point in learning a language, it is FATAL to skip a single lesson, cos you will miss out on A LOT. So I went. And I came back. And surprise surprise, he was fully awake, dressed and sitting at the com doing his work. He really does prove me wrong sometimes. So we printed out his stuff and then he left after that.

Anyway, I was really really tired after that. But I didn't go to sleep cos I had quite a few emails to read and reply to. Then some pple online to talk. Then I felt so tired that I just had to sleep. So I set my alarm...but couldn't go to sleep straightaway, cos there were phone calls and people asking questions. Finally, I got a chance to sleep. However, I didn't hear my alarm...so by the time I woke up, it was TOO late to go for my seminar. I had to do the second part of my presentation this week! I felt so bad, but there wasn't anything I could do about it. I felt so so so dumb! Also, I have a major headache. Well, been having one since yesterday actually. Am down to my last painkiller. They cost a bomb. I paid 8 Euros for 20 capsules. Aspirin costs 5 Euros according to Max. Still not much cheaper really. Panadol is like erm...definitely cheaper! I don't know what's wrong with me. But it sure is getting in the way of my life.

Going to watch a movie with Steffi tomorrow, and then the neighbours and I will cook dinner together. No big party...just stuff to eat. Then I'm going to Uelzen on Friday. Till then, I have quite a few things to accomplish. Most importantly, I have to decide what homework I can actually bring along with me to do while I am in Munich. Unfortunately, most of my homework is online...so how can I do this?? Sigh.

I'm getting a headache just thinking about it. Time to go do something else.

My butt hurts. All from sitting on a bike. I have no sense of balance...so Steffi's dad couldn't let go of the bike at all. I think it gave him a really really strenuous workout. I feel kinda sorry for him. I hope I learn soon enough, so I don't have to torture him any longer than necessary. It's just that I'm a slow learner and have like zero sense of balance. But I imagine it will be fun when I can finally cycle on my own. It'll probably take a few more weeks though.

Got a MAJOR headache right now. I can't even lie down cos it hurts so much...much less spend hours in front of the com reading some essays. The computer screen can really make your head explode sometimes. Don't think it sounds ironic. It's ok to look at the com while typing. But it's not fine when you have like tons to read. Your head just wants to explode man! Couldn't do anything today. Didn't even go to class. Felt like I was gonna keel over. Reading was somehow ok...better than staring into the computer screen.

I think something's wrong with me. I'm still bleeding after 6 days. It's not normal. NOT NORMAL, I tell you. It usually goes away after 4 days, but this time, it feels like it'll never go away. I hope I'm just paranoid and I'm not dying, suffering a miscarriage or whatever other strange and (at the moment) quite implausible explanations there may be. Please let it go away! This is really the curse of womenkind!

I'm feeling a bit dizzy now. I wish I had someone to keep me company at this point...cos I can't sleep and I can't do anything productive. I absolutely cannot look at anything to do with work. Maybe I'm suddenly having some kind of work phobia. Maybe too much stress lately. Boyfriend pissed some people off. Had to apologise on his behalf. Will try to keep him away from MSN. The problem is that he never knows when to stop. I got pissed off too. But what to do? I still like him. I'll just have to be less indulgent and tell him off when he goes too far.

Also, am a major screw up. Very funny how I can make things that didn't have mistakes in them suddenly appear with mistakes. And I get stupid know-it-alls correcting me all the time. Maybe I'm deluded. Maybe I don't know anything...I wish they'd leave me in peace. I am beginning to hate certain "highly intelligent" people. Absolutely no E.Q. I am so bloody tempted to throw something at them and never speaking to them EVER EVER again.

I need to hide from the world for a while. I've had enough of most people at this point.